august 6 2024

We’re in the studio and I’m whispering the words “pussy pink princess” into the microphone. I keep laughing. Darcy’s at the computer, laughing as well, and he tells me to do another take.

“This is good shit!”

He’s right. We’re making magic. 

“This is Grammy music,” I say to him. “Wait, I’m gonna tweet that.”

He nods. 

I do another take and release my inhibitions. I don’t feel any rain on my skin but I’m not sad anymore. I’m having fun. 

Tour has started. We played OFF Festival in Poland over the weekend and it was pandemonium. We sounded great, the crowd was amazing and most importantly, I looked sexy and felt like a rockstar.

I love when that special thing happens - when I’m somewhere else, surrounded by everyone else and that light inside flicks on. It’s addictive. It makes it all worth it and then some.

out of the void and into new synaptic pathways
a time before this moment and the next,
already in the rearview
you’re here with me, now
and I also with you
we breathe together
i feel you i feel you i feel you i feel you