november 18 2024
having your period is like taking drugs - you become both manic depressive turbo bitch and divine feminine Delphic goddess all in one.
november 15 2024
november 9 2024
Sometimes I’m afraid of my own mind. I’ve barely got a handle on what goes on in there. Every single light is switched on and has been for weeks at a time. The bulbs are hot. The air is electric. The rooms are filled to the brim. A miracle - there is somehow always more space.
november 3 2024
At midnight, my lover fucks me so good, my whole body sings and I descend into a deep sleep.
november 1 2024
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The sound ricochets around my office like a bullet. Everything is happening. And now suddenly, I don’t have much else to do.
october 26 2024
condensation crystals cling to the single pane glass of the balcony windows and I’m thinking about how early the sun sets these days.
october 21 2024
I’m walking home from analysis and I’m thinking about The Quest.
october 14 2024
I clap for her. I laugh with her. I roll my eyes, I claw at my screen, I tell her about the future.
october 10 2024
on aging and the inevitability of death.
becoming comfortable with the uncomfortable.
the price of the human experience.
october 7 2024
The cruelty of the world has often astounded me and I have always been too sensitive for it.
october 1 2024
It is a beautiful day, overcast and grey but warm enough to meander around in a Juicy Couture sweatsuit set with “Sagittarius” bedazzled across my ass. I live a charmed life and I am happy. I have nothing to complain about. And yet, beneath the contentment, I am often simmering and hot.
september 28 2024
I take a vow of silence for the month of September.
An accident. A happenstance.
I’m trying to figure things out.
september 2 2024
august 30 2024
I watched the attendants open the plane doors and then I sat for 30 minutes while we waited for someone to let us all go. The price of a glamorous life. I’ll pay it. I don’t care.
august 28 2024
My ability to leave any and every situation should be studied. I’m sure there’s a few old friends, lovers and enemies alike who would describe me as “flaky” but I prefer “truthful” or “quirky”.
august 21 2024
How To Alchemize Pain:
Step 1: Accept the fact that your heart is broken.
august 18 2024
“What the fuck is everyone’s problem?” I ask as I munch on wet fries.
“They have to live in Brussels,” Ben says.
The shows really do go crazy out here but damn.
august 16 2024
august 14 2024
My breakfast consists of two sour gummy worms, a ginger shot, a single Biscoff, and a green tea. We are heading to the studio, ready to spend the whole day locked the fuck in. My album is coming together. I feel like screaming. I feel like praying. I feel like having an orgasm. But not yet.